The forgotten blog

It has been a long time since we last posted anything. Bulletin was still under construction during the last posting and now she's already 16 months old! How time flies...

Hubby's changing his job next month and tmr's his last working day with the current co. Hmm when will it be my turn..?

Argh unable to get to sleep now and thoughts running all around. Have you ever had a smell that starts off a dejavù feeling? I can connect one particular bubble gum alike smell... And it always bring me back to a morning when I was young. A bright morning as I walked in the void deck of my tutor's block. 7 years old. Inituitively that was the age I was. It made the current state seems like a future time and I hadn't really grown. In fact, I might have dreamt of having a husband and a child.

As I project the timeline a little further that that, it jumped over the secondary school days and junior college to university days. Those days in Germany in fact. When I force myself to close my eyes and sleep, a moonlit image of a road paved with bricks came to mind. It's to be bricks layer road somehow. The serenity of it was nice. But what has it got to do with Germany? Maybe it's a road that I used to take in Germany and has forgotten since... It somehow made me doubt if those days in Germany were real. Lol where's the adventurous me who travelled alone, got into all sorts of trouble and always saved by some lovely strangers. How were my stranger friends doing now? Do they still remember me? How nice... My mind is bringing me back to the realm of those days.

I can recall the feeling of riding a bike to the calling shop, dialing home to my mum who was ever so worried about the high cost of the call and yet wanting to know more. The feeling of roaming into the unknown Denmark and only to call home to say I was lost haha. The feeling of successfully covering the grounds I intended in Germany and Italy without bothering about who having doubt in my capabilities. I can just do what I want :)

Oh... I hope bulletin will grow up to experience these as well.
I better try to catch a wink or I'll die big time tomorrow.

It's only yesterday...